Thank you, Orla for reading and as always your insightful comments.
It's funny I too have always felt uncomfortable with the question of finding your passion. For me, the idea that there is one thing that is all-consuming never sat right. Finding your purpose and having an understanding of things that light you up feels more realistic to me.
As you know that is where we find peace, happiness and contentment. Which I am sure are the words you would use to describe your passion in loving God. I think it is wonderful we can find and share who and what we love.